today, i just found out that one of my best friend had a crush on the same girl that i also had a crush to. since he were my best friend, i choose to help him in winning that girl heart. but i really don't know if this was a right decision, since i don't think that i could do so, it's not that i don't love her, but i just can't tell my friend that i also loved her. yesterday we gone K together, i saw that they were pretty close to one another, it seems so far away from me, and i felt that i'm disturbing them.
the girl that we had crush also seems to be interested to him, i desperately forcing a smile on my face, but she saw it through totally, and i had a little quarrel with her, resulting she ignoring me from then....
i think i'm very much feeling jealous and i'm feeling helpless to it...
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