One day, my co-worker bring her sister to the workplace to help her. Since she just graduated from middle school, so she have lot of free times waiting for hers high school new term. although it's not my way to fall for someone far more younger than me, but she was an exception. I have been waiting for her at school to go home with her, everyday, every single day.. although i need to rust to my college after that. everything going so well..
but i never thought that one single mistake of mine, my egoism crushed this relationship. I loved her so much.. but now.. it's rendered to nothing more than just some memories of mine..
I really don't know why she chooses to end this even though she already forgive me.. and we're still fine, laughed together, like always.. on the day we broke up...
she even said that she hated me..
i really out of ideas...
why she hate me ?
does she do it on purpose ?
does she had something that forcing her to do this ?
i'll never know...
since she never replied my text anymore...
i'll never see her smiles..
nor her laugh..
her face..
her everything..
painfully..
i fell down..
losing my way..
hoping she will be there..
but that will be impossible...
she left me already doesn't she ?
:)
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