the answer is here...

got an answer from her friend... she knew that i fall for her, and she was trying to keep distance with me... and the man she choose was my best friend.. it's all over ! HAHAHAHAHAHA i'm really pathetic.. already knew it from beginning, but still... although she still haven't started going out with my friend, but i know that she does that because she doesn't want to see me and my friend become enemy to each other.. but i already told a lie to her, saying i'm having a crush with her friend, hope that she believe it and could go out with my friend.. =)

Lee Hom - 依然愛你

belows is the link to download leehom new song 依然愛你, donwload and enjoy ! ! =D

leehom - still loving you.mp3

王力宏 Wang Leehom 依然愛你 Still In Love With You 官方完整版 Official MV

LeeHom Wang, newest release !

Still Loving You

a unique way on expressing i love you in "Math" XD

tell your love one to solve the question belows:

simplified following formula as simple as possible !

9x + 7i < 3 (3x + 7u)

answer:
9x + 7i < 9x + 21u     (remove 9x from each side)
7i < 21u   ( then divide by 7)
i <3 u

(use it in blackberry messenger so it will automatically change it into a heart shape =D)

between me, my best friend and her.

 today, i just found out that one of my best friend had a crush on the same girl that i also had a crush to. since he were my best friend, i choose to help him in winning that girl heart. but i really don't know if this was a right decision, since i don't think that i could do so, it's not that i don't love her, but i just can't tell my friend that i also loved her. yesterday we gone K together, i saw that they were pretty close to one another, it seems so far away from me, and i felt that i'm disturbing them.
the girl that we had crush also seems to be interested to him, i desperately forcing a smile on my face, but she saw it through totally, and i had a little quarrel with her, resulting she ignoring me from then....
i think i'm very much feeling jealous and i'm feeling helpless to it...

Love is blind... it's sweet but also painful if it doesn't go well...

One day, my co-worker bring her sister to the workplace to help her. Since she just graduated from middle school, so she have lot of free times waiting for hers high school new term. although it's not my way to fall for someone far more younger than me, but she was an exception. I have been waiting for her at school to go home with her, everyday, every single day.. although i need to rust to my college after that. everything going so well..
but i never thought that one single mistake of mine, my egoism crushed this relationship. I loved her so much.. but now.. it's rendered to nothing more than just some memories of mine..
I really don't know why she chooses to end this even though she already forgive me.. and we're still fine, laughed together, like always.. on the day we broke up...
she even said that she hated me..
i really out of ideas...
why she hate me ?
does she do it on purpose ?
does she had something that forcing her to do this ?
i'll never know...
since she never replied my text anymore...
i'll never see her smiles..
nor her laugh..
her face..
her everything..
painfully..
i fell down..
losing my way..
hoping she will be there..
but that will be impossible...
she left me already doesn't she ?
:)

Way of living ! = ]

Meet an uncle that driving Angkot (public transportation in Batam ), driving angkot was a very tiring job.
From early of morning, they start their days and works, they keep driving in the course till late night.
For us, driving for a few hours can prove pretty tiring, earning from the job aren't that much either.
I am really impressed with that driver, he still can smile, joking around, laughing and makes us really confortable.
Even he felt tired, he didn't stopped enjoying and bringing joys to us, the passengers. Makes us forget about or tiring days, stresses, and fatiques.
What a positive ways of life. a good example for us !
Remember to Smile and Laugh, even when we are tired, stressed, even in our darkest hours of our life.
it will help us to relief and relax a bit and even it's just a bit, it can influence our surrounding  ! makes our families, our friends, our love one smile !
So, Be happy and positive !
XD